Tuesday, January 15, 2013

The Arch Enemy

No, I have nothing against the big golden arch aka McD's and this post actually has nothing to do with McD's other than the fact that I am still reading the book and still enjoying it.

The post is about a personal enemy.  And no (#2), it's not about ex's or friends who I no longer see....no, it's not about those things.

This is about me and my evil twin, inner enemy, if you will.

Chris and I have not been on good terms recently. Actually, we had a sort of fall out, if you can call it that, during our vacation a few weeks ago.  These things are never about anything serious, but they end up being worse than they really are because....well, you know.  I'm sure you all know.

Anyway, I was complaining to Chris about it last night, sort of throwing a hissy-fit , and we just didn't see eye-to-eye.  And that's really how I feel ever since we got back.  We just weren't seeing eye-to-eye.  Something just feels out of place and I have not yet figured out what or why.

We went to bed exhausted, semi-angry because we decided that there was no point talking when it was already so late into the night.  There could be no solution.

This morning, I woke up to his text message: "Good morning, baby.  Sorry about last night and the other night.  I should talk to you in a better way......"  The message went on....and I was a little bit surprised.

Surprised because it was the complete opposite of what was discussed last night.  Last night, it was me that was the negative one.  Me that was being difficult to talk to.  And come this morning, it's totally different.  What happened?

I don't know.  I keep saying that.  I wish I know.  Is this called Wedding Anxiety?  It sucks.



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