Not going to....shhhh shhhh shuuu

So this may be a shocker or this may not; it depends....  ;)

I actually made the first move in getting our relationship going.  I mean, Chris certainly didn't play any games and he was very upfront about being interested.  But in terms of making it official and getting it out in the open, I made the first move.

I said, "Let's get together." ......or something along those lines: "Let's make it official", "Let's be boyfriends and girlfriends"....and all those variations.

Chris was a bit shocked, of course.  He certainly liked me, but he didn't imagine it to be so fast.  At the time, we were in 2 different continents -- literally an ocean and a half away.  I, of course, didn't think too much of how it was going to work.  I just knew I liked him and he was the one.  Yes, I knew He Was The One.

But you know, Chris said yes.  =)  To this day, nearly 5 years later, we still laugh about it.  He makes fun of me of how I forced him to be my boyfriend.

So, as we are getting closer and closer to marriage, I said to myself that I will NOT make the first move again.  I will not do the same thing as I did 5 years ago.  I will wait it out.  Of course, for the past month or so, I've been getting very antsy about the issue.  But I said to myself that I will not say anything.

This sounds uber silly, right?  Or some of you might think why am I so desperate?  Does Chris eve like me if I hadn't forced him?

So to prove my point, I will not even say a word about this.