time-stopper

As soon as you realize that you only have a finite amount of time left, everything becomes that much better all of a sudden.

I've recevied the unofficial news that my contract may not be renewed next year.  My dear secretary (more like partner-in-crime) informed me yesterday. 

My first reaction: Really?
My second reaction: "Chris, I may not have a job next year!"

Chris' reaction: "Really? Wow....that means we can really travel next year....That's Great."
My response: "Yes, prior to our marraige, each of us has a job and a decent income.  But once we get
                       married, we have nothing.  Nothing."  The idea is that we are worse off than before...

Chris: [laughs] Great.
Me: Really? You're not angry that I wont' have a job?
Chris: Well, no one can force you.  You never liked being a professor anyway.
Me: (thinking inside) Do you really feel this way?

Chris: Do you have any articles under review this year?
Me: No.
Chris: Do you want to try getting some in?
Me: Hrm....I don't have any ideas...I'll try....
Chris: If you got some publications, then you'll have a better chance.
Me: I know.

Chris: But it's not under your control.  Just like I can't guarantee I will succeed in my business, we  
           can't hope for any guarantees in your case.
Me: Yeah

So, we will see what happens with me!